Release the past from the imprisoned present.

The child is the teacher.

​In my past I worked with children in primary schools as a teacher's assistant and counselling mentor. During my time I was blessed and privileged enough to become a vicarious participant in their lives and to relive and rewrite what it was for me to be these particular ages. It was a complete emotional journey, the emotions of which I felt generated comparable memories that would necessitate reinterpretation, hence I would stay with the feelings so as to not change the experience and be involved with deeper empathy for the children with whom I was working. I thank them as a soul to their respective soul selves for the lessons in love, innocence and progressive learning in the face of institutionalisation and its subsequent diminishing of all things of the imagination and creativity generated by innocent, non goal driven result of proprioceptive awareness in explorations of the self.

Considering my deep resonance and willingness to attempt to explore my personal childhood experiences vicariously through these children's actions, combined with my new found adult awareness in an effort to not do anything other than display deep empathy, love and direct a child into that which is natural. To direct them to that which allows the child to realise its immensity, its unique and undying volition in never ending safety of the souls nurture was my intent. These children taught me forgiveness through combined transpersonal emotional understanding and from this I acted upon the already known knowledge that all of us merely intend to do well, intend to be loved, intend to be accepted and to have our love accepted in reciprocity. That mistakes are momentary lapses of awareness that are quickly recouped through guidance and love and the only time I ever felt the need to make it known to a child that they were possibly wrong, was when they were actively seeking to take away another's identity, taking away another child's ability to be accepted, to feel love, to feel inclusion and to feel they can be forgiven. This was the only NO for me when dealing with these children, for these elements served to reinforce a delicate situation of neural plasticity and emboss another with separation, abandonment and a constant seeking of approval further reiterating a falsehood and illusion of identity that one is vulnerable creating an illusory world of victimhood.

The point of all this, the children were incredibly quick to understand the explanation of why they were misguided when they had acted this way as willingness to forgive had not been crushed by adult cynicism. As adults, this stealing of identity, this plagiarising, this hiding behind another entity to protect a faux identity of collective acceptance whilst making another feel separate from an ideal for being different is sadly commonplace. There remains no excuse for not being aware enough as an adult to be in a position where you are creating situations from which others may have their identity affected in any shape, way and form as a result of your prejudice. If you do not see this, then you have got away with this blindness for decades and perhaps need reprimanding to remind you that all humans create their reality individually and the children of which I had spoken only acted this way when they had picked up the adult behaviour of which we are significantly involved with here and now. When reminded through the only "No" I would suggest to these children they would instantly react in a loving turn around. So, are we ready to come out from underneath our business rocks, desks, keyboards and phones, take up the responsibility of actively being aware that every individual, business or otherwise, needs to be completely invested in their own endeavour of which we must only encourage and never under any circumstances claim a position that our placement is the only way. Never. Well this is rediscovering your inner child, not a traumatised value you put on a child, it is the healed one, if you are experiencing trauma now and find yourself stealing from others you are traumatising backwards through time to the most intelligent aspects of yourself. Stop looking for trauma in your and others respective childhoods to justify your behaviour you generate now! Cruelty is not your right, it affects all children, can we see this illusion, this Gabor Mate, Eckhart Tolle makeshift, inevitable trauma world of which we are swallowing. If you don't get this, you may miss the messages from something like Iboga and Bwiti. Every great thinker and especially those modern spiritual physicists such as Russell knew that we are made of electric pulsation, waveforms and we are falling backwards through time, it can be felt in your life if you stop reading modern faux left psychology and excuse producing, life affirming material that allows you to gloss over your very own trauma creation from the present moment. No amount of any self help work will ever amount to anything unless you see you create the child now and this forever. Victims are the pollyanna self help warriors , life coaches, plant medicine advocates, etc all serve to constantly reiterate victimhood whilst feeling we have healed a child who did not choose. You are the child now, you choose now, you are responsible now. The bullies in the school yard are actually the new left, the supposed transformationist  coaches, the charlatans, the purveyors of inevitable trauma, the ones keeping a hold of your experience to the past and this is child abuse through the same lack of awareness as it affects your seemingly past childhood. This is what hitherto I have spoken of with the children from which I learnt and guided within our interchange.Through and of adult induced cynicism you have lost your imagination and cannot grasp what the child could do in terms of manifesting forgiveness for another child.  You are not traumatised, stop stealing from others, desiring what others have and becoming fragmented in the process. Do not affirm yourself or justify your existence to another. You are beautifully YOU. We must stop projecting weakness upon others and setting up boundaries between men.

We are all of the same nature, in equilibrium, generating and radiating our physical structures from the one divine source without separation. Without beginning or end. The past exists now and its potentials to change remain as vibrant as those of the present because it is within the present. Release the child now.  Iboga is for the present. It is from where we are eternally. The child knows this better than the adult. Do not feel you are at the whim of your childhood, this is making the child feel as the criminal of the self. Do we see now? Is your innocence stronger than the childs? We know this to be not the case. Iboga wants to show us the keys to these seeming past lives and dimensions with the ancestors' guidance so we can apologise, make amends and do better for the child so we can be better for ourselves.

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